I should NOT be blogging right now D:

... I am so freaking high on hot cocao, Chai tea and Fruit sugar. Oh for the love of the Goddess, why am I blogging? Anyways, some thoughts that are going trough my mind right now:

1. Could I use my superpowers to get my best friend to bed?
2. Why does cocao taste so good?
3. Could I actually go through with it, my best friend that is?
4. Coffee really does sound delicious.
5. I wanna' watch a mooovieeeeee!!!
6. I gotta' name the voices in my head/personalitys...
7. Sigh.
8. Love is CRAP *BEEP ON FOUR LETTERS* CRAP!
9. I hate Chatroulette.
10. Why am I still on Chatroulette?


So.... *silence*

Love.

Isn't it weird, how you can utterly fall for a person?
How your heart can fly over the skies, over the universe, so, so, so much higher, by just seeing that person?
How your terribly depressed heart, grey and sick disapears, and a euphoric smile, the first in what feels like decades, takes place on your blushing lips?
How everything in the world, all time, all worries disapears and every minute apart is just another non-important minute, that only matters cause it brings you closer to the next time you're supposed to see this person? And when you part, nothing in the world seems more heart ripping.
And the most amazing thing is, "you" are actually able after a long period of time, that you no longer have to keep it secret from this person, because the feeling is finally gone?
That moment, that leads to the next, the one where "you" cry yourself to sleep because "you" saw that person that day, and the feeling has only grown. Are you crying because "you" saw them?
No.
I am simply crying, because I know before turning my heart out, that I would never even have a chance.

I am utterly sorry for any grammar and/or spelling mistakes.

May whatever God, Religion or simply just your belief be with you.

Coffee - You are my Religion.

A little tribute to just how much I adore coffee. Oh Coffee, what would I do without you?
You cure my headaches, my stomachaches, my sadness, my grey grey world.
It offers me the blessing of being so totally-out-of-hand hyper, that I feel like I could do anything.
Oh Coffee. You always know what to do ;D

Moving on.
Since this is my first input, I am happy to be able to say.
"HELL YEAH! Im BLOGGING MOTHER*BEEEPS*!!" Mainly cause I can. So Im hoping I'll be able to upload a little poem, part of af story, or just some words of wisdome each every other day.
Today, Im spreading laughter trough one of Gods gift to Humanity - Russel Howard.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVYx33yL9Pg

May which ever God, Religion or Belief you have, watch over you today and make it special ;)